You’re already supporting others. Now learn how to hold responsibly.
A 3-month apprenticeship for emerging facilitators and space-holders to deepen presence, ethical clarity, and nervous-system maturity while working with transformation, ritual, and altered states.
After people begin coming to you, the work gets heavier, not lighter.
You didn’t plan to become a space-holder.
It started happening naturally.
People began coming to you.
They shared their stories
Their grief
Their confusion
Their breakthroughs
You’ve witnessed real transformation.
You’ve felt how powerful presence can be.
And now:
You feel the weight of responsibility
You replay moments after sessions end
You wonder if you said too much, or not enough
You feel the nervous system charge before and after holding others
You know this work is real.
And you don’t want to harm
You don’t need another modality.
You don’t need a new identity.
You don’t need permission.
You need a safe, structured space to slow down, integrate, and mature how you hold others.
HOW IT WORKS
This is a contained, supported apprenticeship.
Duration: 3 months
Format: One live group session every 2 weeks (90 minutes)
Held in a small, intentional cohortGroup size: Limited
This work requires safety, not scaleGuidance: Led by Atabey
Working with presence, nervous-system regulation, ethics, tools from somatic psychology, psychomagic, shamanic practices, yogic techniques, and integration best practicesBetween sessions:
A private group space for reflection, questions, homework, and supportOptional mentorship:
Additional one-on-one guidance for those holding greater responsibilityIn-person immersion:
An optional one-on-one in-person experience for those who want to deepen through shared field and lived transmission
AWAKEN VIP
only 3 spots
In-person somatic integration
A bespoke container if you want the medicine to land all the way into your body, relationships, and mission. You receive one in-person somatic bodywork and integration session with me, four live group integration circles, and two private online one-on-one sessions to keep you anchored, clear, and supported as you move back into your life.
✔ In-person deep release integration
✔ Two 1-on-1 online integration sessions
✔ Four live group integration circles
✔ Accountability Group
✔ Exclusive recorded meditations
$1500
Psychedelic Integration Offerings:
ONE-ON-ONE SUPPORT
only 6 spots
Personalized Integration System
A focused, personalized month-long process to turn your psychedelic insights into real shifts in how you show up with yourself, money, and the people you love. You will join four live group integration sessions and receive two private online one-on-one sessions so we can map your specific patterns, design new practices, and hold you accountable to living from your highest self.
✔ Two 1-on-1 online integration sessions
✔ Four live group integration circles
✔ Accountability Group
✔ Exclusive recorded meditations
$1000
THE APPRENTICESHIP
A Group Container
This is the foundation.
A 3-month small-group apprenticeship for emerging facilitators and space-holders who want to deepen presence, ethical clarity, and nervous-system regulation while working with transformation.
You’ll move slowly.
You’ll integrate as you go.
You’ll mature in how you hold others—without rushing into an identity.
✔ Weekly live apprenticeship sessions
✔ Small, intimate cohort
✔ Real facilitation scenarios and case exploration
✔ Guided integration and reflection
✔ Private group space for questions and support
$3000
A 4-week psychedelic integration journey rooted in embodiment
An intimate integration journey for people who refuse to snap back into the old self.
We weave the lessons from the ceremony into your health, finances, relationships, and spiritual growth.
Using best practices from modern psychedelic integration, somatic work, and nervous system regulation, we will help you stabilize after the journey, make sense of what came up, and turn it into concrete shifts in how you live, love and lead.
In our time together we will:
Ground and stabilize your nervous system so you are not overwhelmed by the intensity of what you opened
Work with unhealed emotional wounds, negative energy cords, and limiting beliefs that surfaced
Bring your masculine and feminine energy into deeper balance so intimacy, confidence, and clear action feel more natural
Translate your insights into simple commitments in the areas of health, money, relationships, and spiritual practice
Give you practical daily tools to keep reconnecting with your Highest Self when life gets loud again
This is not just talking about your trip.
This is a structured integration container that helps you release what no longer serves you and embody the version of you that the medicine pointed you toward.
The 4 Week Integration Arc
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Week 1: Health
Ground your nervous system and bring the medicine into your body
Land after the journey so you are not spun out or overwhelmed by what opened
Explore how you relate to food, rest, movement, and your energy levels
Learn simple somatic and breath practices you can use every day to calm the mind and stabilize your system
You leave week one feeling more centered, sleeping better, and with practical tools to quiet the noise and listen to your body’s wisdom.
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Week 2: Finances
Heal your money stories and open to true abundance
Bring awareness to deep beliefs like “money is hard,” “I am not enough,” or “I always lose it”
Release guilt or shame around receiving, charging, or holding wealth
Clarify one or two aligned actions in your finances that match the person you saw in your ceremony
You leave week two with a cleaner energy around money and a simple plan to start living from abundance instead of scarcity.
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Week 3: Relationships
Rewire how you love, connect, and set boundaries
Integrate everything that came up around love, trust, sexuality, and family
Explore your patterns in intimacy, conflict, and attachment without judgment
Practice new ways of communicating truth, asking for what you need, and honoring your heart
You leave week three feeling clearer in your relationships and more able to give and receive love without abandoning yourself.
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Week 4: Spiritual Practice
Anchor your Highest Self into daily life
Make sense of the spiritual dimensions of your journey in a grounded, practical way
Differentiate real guidance from fantasy or bypassing so you stay honest and embodied
Design a simple spiritual rhythm that fits your actual life, not an idealized version
You leave week four with a living practice, not just a memory of a powerful weekend, and a clear path to keep awakening long after the event is over.
Download a free integration meditation to start your journey
ATABEY
I am Atabey. I have spent the last decade guiding people through deep transformation.
I am a
Somatic therapist and bodyworker
Psychedelic-assisted integration guide
Yoga and meditation teacher
Former high-performance founder who burned out and rebuilt life from the inside out
I have sat with plant medicines and non-ordinary states in jungles, temples, clinics, and homes. I have watched people break open and not know how to put themselves back together.
This is why I care so much about integration.
My work brings together nervous system science, trauma informed therapy, spiritual practice, and very practical changes in how you eat, work, relate, and rest.
I am here to share the lessons from my journey and walk beside you as you remember who you really are.
FAQs
Do I need to have sat with you in ceremony to join?
This circle is designed for people who have just completed the psychedelic ceremony with me. If you worked with another facilitator, contact me first so we can see if it is a fit.
Is this therapy?
This is not a replacement for medical or psychiatric care. It is a spiritual and somatic integration program that supports you to embody the insights from your ceremony in your daily life.
What if I cannot attend live?
Live presence is where the magic happens. Calls will be recorded, but this program is designed for people who can attend at least three of the four sessions live.
What if my experience was very difficult or frightening?
You are welcome here. We will normalize your experience and give you tools to stabilize your nervous system and find meaning. If I sense you need more intensive clinical support, I will let you know and help you find it.
When are the sessions?
Live group calls will take place on Thursdays at 11AM Eastern Time, one-on-one calls, and in-person sessions designed to fit into your schedule. In person sessions to be scheduled between November 21-24.
Do you offer refunds?
Because spaces are limited and the group container depends on each person, there are no refunds.